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IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!!

Wow… so self-proud, do you think?? I don’t think so, depends on the point of view and the way you thought of it. Well, it’s all about me…after I try to learn about you and still…

I heard many facts of me from people around. Some really real, but some fake. Some approach me for their advantage, but a few still the best friends. That cool aloofness is just the surface of my complex nature, and is by no means bad. In fact I need overkill to feel really alive and also want approval, though I don’t often verbalize that. Determination is another of my key characteristics. People can see me as insensitive to others’ needs, even obsessive, because I push forward so single-mindedly. There are no half-measures in my life. I want to be the best, and I won’t let anything stand in the way.  I’m not afraid of obstacles or challenges, whether they are something unavoidable or foes or competitors. In fact, I thrive on them — I love trying to prove that no one can stop you. If that ruthless streak in your character can’t be satisfied straight away, I’ll wait, patiently, until the proper time to seek revenge. Time is of no consequence to me when it comes to wreaking vengeance.

They said, I turn heads whenever I walk into a room — I’m the strong, silent type, and I have a magnetic aura. I have something that’s hard to put my finger on but makes it nearly impossible for people to ignore me. I know full well that I can manipulate people, and I love it! This magnetic power is really me greatest strength.

They said I am extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude. Not in a stubborn sense however, because I will work for what they want and control will justified reason. This is obvious to any onlooker. I never give up, they are so determined to reach their goal. The key to this success is their flexibility. I’m able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes me very adaptable and versatile.

They said I am fierce competitors, combined with the powers of observation and the excellent memory; I will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. I will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support my thoughts and opinions. I am great leaders as I have the leadership, magnetism, passion and power, to tide me over problems. I have the determination, intuition, independence, persistence, intensity, creativity and skills to land them into high positions.

In business, they said I tend to easily gather wealth, I make very wise business decision and I’m very conservative about spending my money. I am known for making money and hiding it, I will not announce it due to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use me to their advantage to use me for their money.

Out of the concept of nature-birth-attitude, somehow I found myself precisely like what they thought about me…well, the situation made me… the life effort built my character… the says stronger my life defense of the unlucky and disadvantages. I’m not going to feel guilty for things happened, as it’s happened.. I’ll keep remind the mistake but won’t make it twice, although parts of brain will think it over… the same mistake to save something.

I don’t even understand for what I’m doing, for why I did things. In first second I’ll think it’s wrong but for the next second I always have a good argument of why!! I could create the true and lie in the same time; well in this case somehow I’m being afraid to myself. I don’t want it, but I couldn’t help myself to guarantee for the causes ever after. I don’t to whom I stand up for… saving my face or just to covering someone fault so won’t be worst??? I tried so hard to change it, as it’s so difficult to believe others.  Or I just afraid that others will think that I’m not the super one, I’m NOT. In my opinion, seems I got Personality Complexion Syndrome… did others get the same also??? I don’t know, probably.

I learn that is so easy being prejudice to others, point the unfair prediction, to assure non logic opinion…just become rude to someone. Well, the jungle law is work… kill or to be killed, the stronger is the leader, the faster is the winner… welcome to the cruel world… Yoooo.. the HELL!!

Even though I know that in the holly book of any religion, there’s only one rule of life… Love and to be Loved. But the human instinct, somehow by the fastest growth of earth, turn back as animal instinct.

Treats others as you want to be treated…

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